stupidity

its almost over for my 4th sem in legenda. tp aku still tak dpt menbendung rasa suka ponteng kelas di dlm diri  ini. fuck up. haha. as long as my mom didnt know about this,i'll be the happiest girl in the planet XD

long story short,i hate this sem. my life is full with problem. and i know i cant managed them well. so aku mmg sgt suka buat benda bkn bkn utk lupakan sekejap msalh aku tu. and i've done what that i promised to myself that i shouldnt done it. seriously,i become insane. i really need a help right now. really need it. i think i had this some sort of mental disorder or should i called it 'otak aku dah mereng'. gosh. i dont want to ended up my life like kurt kobain,eventhough i love him! as a new babystep,i quit taking 'some drugs' since the past few months. and it works so much well. langgar pantang tu biasalah tp aku akn tetap bpegang dgn azam aku. eceh eceh ceh~

hopefully i'll become wiser person in the future. maybe i should handle stress with eat a lot of choc. i mean A LOT OF choc. hahaha.